SSNHL sufferer here, with new overnight hearing loss 7 months ago in R ear and 30+ year hearing loss in my left.
I spent a lot of the last 7 months trying to get away without hearing aids, and resisting them, and eventually got them tweaked to the point where I like my aided hearing so much better than un-aided, which had become more and more of a challenge.
What I didn’t expect was such an emotional period to ensue, feeling like I’ve given over control of my hearing now to these devices (what if something goes wrong, or one of them breaks, or etc), and how terrible the world sounds when I take them out at night, etc. It’s like wearing them is both a blessed relief AND shows me how bad it was.
Mostly just venting and wondering if anyone can relate? It was most unexpected. Feeling so sad, when something is actually (finally) working to help hear my wife, birds, rain etc.
Thanks