I think I have about driven myself to the limits of my sanity spending at least 3/4 of my time I’m awake trying to figure this all out but I have a modicum of help which I am grateful for from an organization but it expires the end of January so I need to do something. This is not a new problem with me. Some people don’t think at all and then the opposite problem for people like me I think too much. I’m like the deer in the headlights going back and forth getting nowhere until I’m roadkill.
I do not have the financial wherewithall to do this totally on my own. I think of not much else and now with the sand nearly run out I need to act. Im not pursuing the Naida for various reasons too long to detail.
I don’t want to spend money on something that will end up like my first current hearing aids.
But it’s possible the Paradise 90 will be sufficient but if not I can return them and try the Lumity if at that time I am financially able to do so.
I hate when I do this so I just need to quit spending my time researching on various websites and do something.
Who knows if I’ll even be around that much longer. I think my health and physical stamina is overall good but my mother died when she was 74, my aunt her sister when she was 76 and I will be 74 in September. So maybe I’m wasting my time. Can’t see into the future but genetics matter.
I don’t even know what I’m saying anymore my mind needs a break.
STOP is what I would say to my brain responsible for all this.
I shouldn’t post this here but since I’ve typed it all out HERE GOES