Could you ever try a “mute” function on the Phonaks? My audi just put one on my aids - so it’s not a dedicated program, but it does require a one-second press on the lower half of the button on that “bean” behind my ear. I just tried mine out: it MUTES and UNMUTES with that same one-second press on the button.
What I don’t know is if that same function can be enabled on the myPhonak app. I simply haven’t downloaded or used that yet. (Mainly cuz the STOOPID app only allows ONE pair of aids to be controlled. If Phonak rechargeables gave me a full 24 hours a day of usage, I wouldn’t need TWO redundant pairs of them to get through ONE day.)
Maybe chack that out? I totally get you about the “distraction” dimention of aids ON/OFF! And that you don’t want to be labelled or defined by your hearing.
Even so, at 69 yrs old, I am SO OVER what other folks think. On top of which - maybe due to my age or the fact that I’m not a musician/performer - I swear NO ONE CARES. It is only us in our minds. I was like that in my 30s, but now I just let it RIP when something’s on my mind, and welcome others to be as frank and honest. Time’s a wastin’ and I just want to get the distractions over with and get back to what’s important.
BTW, you sound like a super talented musician. Now I will have to google “wind synthesizer” for my own edification.