Hi everyone… new to this forum and have enjoyed reading the posts so far. Beware this post is long…
I’m 34 with three daughters… I suffered from SSHL when I was pregnant and had mono. I was in the stage in my pregnancy where I had to choose to go without steroids and hope that my hearing came back, or possibly harm my unborn baby with the steroids. I chose to go without to protect my daughter and my hearing never came back
That was four years ago. It took me almost two years to come to terms with the fact that yes, I would need hearing aids and I got my first pair of Widex Passion. They never worked like I felt like they should, and my former audi basically told me I was out of luck that nothing else could be done for me. Thats not something a mom of three young daughters wants to hear.
Fast forward to a couple of weeks ago, I found a new audi who gave me some hope and I’m currently wearing a trial pair of Oticon OPN with custom ear molds. They seem to be somewhat better but for the price and being told these are the best of the best, I would expect more. The Audi tells me it’s going to take time… is it really going to take time to get me where I can hear my daughters again, or is she just trying to get me past the trial period?
This is ruining my life - I can’t be involved the way I would like with the older kids school, I can’t understand what my kids are saying and the songs they are singing, I haven’t been able to go back to church… it’s every moment of every day and some days I feel like they would be better off without me. It’s so hard to deal with, on top of that when it is kinda quiet around the noise in my head sounds like I’m standing next to a running HVAC unit. Its making me feel crazy and I’m not sure how much more I can take!